I don't want the world to see me, because I don't think they'll understand

You won't understand this. This feeling that I feel. I feel the music and it makes me feel this way. I am no longer attached to people. I let go. I can see earth and all the people in it are just people. Some I know, most I don't. I just watch them from above. Specifically, I watch my friends. I sat in Ariel's room and just watched her do what she was doing...watching television, on the computer. No interference. No telling her what to do. Then I breathed her breathe. I could feel her energy. Everything she did was perfection. Her breathing, her posture, her typing ever so quickly on the keyboard....

I sat in Darshu's apartment and watched him too. Just watching him do what he did at those exact moments...and what he did was perfection. The simple act of rising up from his seat was pure. The way his muscles worked...signals sent from his brain to the correct muscles which allowed him to push off the seat and hold his weight was perfect.

Then I was with Allen feeling what he felt. Whatever it was, I felt it and understand him.

It's like I was watching everything in slow motion and my breathe was the only thing that grounded me. Seeing people as just simple people...so innocent....so innocent.