It happened again tonight. The music transported me. Again, I was grounded only by my breathe and flowed freely to wherever the music took me. I was with Ariel. I was in her room watching her again with no judgment...she's just a human being as we all are. I broke down crying. It was so beautiful! I felt so much compassion for her and for all humans it made everything seem so sad. I don't know why humans doing natural things makes me feel sad, but it does. It's like all judgments I make disappear and I see everything for what it is and it is nothing more than who we are...that's what makes it sad. It's because the answer is so simple...everyone thinks the answer is complicated, but it's not...that is what makes it sad for me. My expectations were too high...don't expect anything and you'll get everything. I embraced Ariel. Felt all of her emotions flow through me and dissolve. The emotions were connected to memories. I could feel them and I could feel her. I started to cry again. Then I took a step back and stroked her cheek with my hand and looked into her relaxed eyes as if she was telling me with a smile "It's okay."
I slowly pulled myself back into reality.
I have never felt so much compassion. I need to bring this compassion into my life. It's been inside of me this whole time. It's like being reborn.
Everything in life is beautiful, even death.
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